Morning Birds
by Thomas Transtromer
I wake my car.
Its windshield is covered with pollen.
I put on my sunglasses
and the song of the birds darkens.
While another man buys a newspaper
in the railroad station
near a large freight car
which is entirely red with rust
and stands flickering in the sun.
No emptiness anywhere here.
Straight across the spring warmth a cold corridor
where someone comes hurrying
to say that they are slandering him
all the way up to the Director.
Through a back door in the landscape
comes the magpie
black and white, Hel's bird.
And the blackbird moving crisscross
until everything becomes a charcoal drawing,
except for the white sheets on the clothesline:
a Palestrina choir.
No emptiness anywhere here.
Fantastic to feel how my poem grows
while I myself shrink.
It is growing, it takes my place.
It pushes me out of its way.
It throws me out of the nest.
I bought a bathrobe. More specifically, my grandmother bought me a plush Santa-Claus red one, and my mom helped me pick it out last weekend. My mother is a devotee of her own robe, and while I used to un-ironically walk the halls of my college dorm in a kelly green terrycloth one, what I want to know is: how have I been missing the bathrobe train for so many years since then? Bathrobes. Are. Amazing.
I have to remind myself that cooking in my bathrobe is wrong. I try to wait several hours before slipping into its loving, fleecy arms after work. Sometimes I am successful. Sometimes I am not. But I am always grateful for this easy luxury, and it reminds me that life can be really simple sometimes. Just buy a frickin robe and get on with it.
You know what else is at once simple and all-encompassing? Travel. Exchanging worlds. Or having visitors. Okay, maybe they aren't 100% simple, but I find both travel and visitors profound pleasures. At the very least, they are jubilant excuses to eat elegantly, take pictures, and drink exquisite wine / coffee / wine.
I guess I don't have as much to say as I hoped this morning, when I woke early, accidentally made coffee for three, and tied on my trusty robe.
Instead of prose, let's have a little picture diary, shall we?
My mom came. We went to a lake.
In October, we went to LA.
Since that trip, Amelia posted this about our visit, and won this.
In September, our little family of three crossed the Continental Divide. I am here to say that western Colorado is crazy and wild. Go there if you can. Tomorrow if possible.
Happy trails!
*Kara
I can't believe I haven't commented on this yet! It's just soooooooooo lovely. Makes me want to jump in my car and drive to Malibu and then hang a right and drive straight to Colorado!! :)
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